Tuesday, November 10, 2009
hohoho! after all my sweat and tears, I'VE FINALLY GOT MY LICENSE! =p im so proud of myself because i thought i would have failed. ahha! *pat on my back =)) and yes! byebye to that 'always-shouting-at-me instructor' *waves frantically
now is like a load off my shoulder. no need to be so sian of going driving lessons, no need to pay money to get scolded. whahaha! wellll done =D thanks to all those who wished me goood luck =) they worked. heh. come to think abt it, boyfriend! u didnt celebrate with me for getting my license! grrrr....
anw, now i can concentrate studying for my final exams! which is a big headache! and im seriously getting lousy grades this sem im trying so hard to salvage....cant wait for my exams to be overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
11:54 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
poof! haven been blogging for an entire month!
so so stressed up with everything =(
i cried after driving that day! ='( sniff. okay, actually thats pretty common..i think out of the 12 lessons i had, i cried at least 4 or 5 times. see la, why did i go learn to drive...make myself go thru unnecessary emotional stress. but i think its attributed to the instructor la...hate it when he shouts at me. hate it when he gets impatient. GRRRR. i always complain to yifang then she told me this 'tell him....shout somemore at me and i bang ur car' and all the nonsense...haha...so irritating la..i ended lesson and i walked to the toilet and i cried =( so poor thing. hate it when ppl raise their voice at me...even when bf raises his voice (he claims he didnt) at me, i also cry...hah...i found my weak point...okay enough of emotional stress....
was out with bf for dinner at aston and movie at cathay ydae. so qiao the one who was queuing in front of me was hengky...haha! and it has been so long since we watched movie and so long since we were out till late...the blue mansion wasnt too bad...at least it made me laugh..hah...home at 1am...edited one of the grp essay till 3am and went to bed. and guess what? i still woke up at 9am =/ my biological clock is working very well.
and sch work is drowninggggg me.........
got back stats paper. i knew i sure do badly. but IM STILL SAD ABOUT IT! =(
nvm. all the more im motivated to pull my grades and get over with this sem!
8:52 PM
Friday, September 25, 2009
was blog hopping...realised i haven been catching up with my friends for ages =(( i have not been talking to ah ryl, sian n mok for like dunno how long. booo =(( and i was chatting with ah na online yesterday and that was like after how long we didnt meet and talk despite studying in the same school and taking one same module.
sometimes i don't know what im doing. seriously.
and i dunno whats wrong with me. i think i dun feel as healthy as before =( maybe i have not been running for long. and i cant run now because i don't want to perspire which may probably worsen my little allergy on my stomach which is well on recovery. booo! im so problematic nowadays. and my period aint coming its getting on my nerve! RAHHH!
maybe im too stress which explains my little allergy and long overdue period which doesnt wan to come?
probably.
driving lesson that day wasnt as bad. but he scolded me! because my car rolled backwards =/ haha! i think i'll freak out when im driving when this man keeps shouting at me! it makes me hate driving =( which explains why i always dread having lessons. sometimes he just pushed my hand to make me steer to the right. sometimes he just keeps saying 'FASTER! U GOT TO DRIVE FASTER. SPEED UP SPEED UP! CHANGE UR GEAR NOW!' or he goes 'HURRY! GEAR 2 NOW, BACK TO UR LANE NOW, TURN LEFT INFRONT. FAST FAST!' and i end up panicking =/ BOO! and i always stress myself before lessons because im so scared my car will stall, i cant u-turn properly, i cant drive fast enough and blah blah. hai. but sometimes u tell ppl, they don't get why u are so scared for what. but i think different character ba. subjective.
that explains my high cortisol level.
and this sem is so xiong. tests every now and then. finished with one test and the next test comes. im forever studying. i feel so tired =( and looking at the number of essays due.....RAHHH....
that expplains an even higher cortisol level.
high cortisol level + even higher cortisol level = weak immune system = vulnerable to anything = little allergies = delayed period
HAHA! this is called the seehwee's theory of stress.
alright. back to my notes and my cup of milktea!
2:52 PM
Monday, September 21, 2009
probably because i have not been blogging much these days, i don't know what to type in my entry!
okay, i know this entry is like super lagggyyyy but still i haven blog abt it!
backtrackkkk
birthday surprise from my friends =) although is like so long ago, i still rmb okay. they bought me 4slices of cake with one 'never say die' candle that kept me blowing and blowing and blowing non stop. haha!
then then then....I MET UP WITH JENNY AND ELIZA which i mention in my previous post!
the respectables! hahaha! we are all still the same =)) eliza still as blurr...jenny still as skinny as ever....hahaha....
okay. recess weeekkkkk alreadyyyy!!!! cant wait for midterms to be over then it will be E-LEARNING WEEK! wheeee!!!! then i'll only have to go sch twice that wk! cant wait cant wait =)))
4:29 PM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
okay. i only got 4 minutes to blog this because im taking a short break from studies.
have not been updating for a long longgggg time because im seriously busy this sem! test after test and more and more and more to come. i feel so sick studying already!!!!!! i feel as if im a robot now. and i have been neglecting poor boyfriend and i know i barely talked much on phone with him because im really tired. i only met boyfriend for 4hrs this week!! pro.
and i met JENNY and ELIZA that day! if i didnt have to go home to study, i could have spend more time with my 2 buddies. but then again, it was a good catching up session =) something wrong with blogger. i cant upload photos i dunno why.
times up! update again later. haha!
4:53 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
haven been blogging. didnt even realise there was some problem with my poor blog. hahaha! i randomly changed the skin but it seems like theres still some problem somewhere. sort it out when im free.
its week 3 of school! and i feel so not motivated =( i dunno how i can go on and on last sem reading my psychology text. COGNITIVE PSYCHOLOGY IS KILLING ME. overly comprehensive textbk is not good. and i have yet to touch biopsyc too!!! omg. im so dead. tests are coming!
oh yes, during biopsyc lecture, the lecturer brought human brains. and for the whole lecture, we were just examining and discussing about the different slices of the brain. abit gross thou =/ and he kept telling us the brain has a consistency of a tofu =/ interesting to see a brain, but for someone with no background in biology....im getting lost with all the nonsense terms.
didnt really like my timetable this sem. have to wake up early morning all the time =/
and did i say how much i detest driving?! but nvm, im doing well psycho-ing myself. I CAN do it.
and while in tutorial class today, i realise my primary school friend is in the same class too!
me: u are xue qi is it? yangzheng one right?
xue qi: ya...u are....class monitor?
me: HAHA! ya...
she cant rmb my name! hahaha! but at least she rmbed i was the class monitress. hahaha!
okay, i think i shld go slp soon. i need to wake up at 6.15am JUST TO GO FOR A 8AM LECTURE. GOODNIGHT!
10:11 PM
I'VE BEEN FEELING SICK RECENTLY! =(
and i hate going for lectures when im feeling sick because i have short attention span. but luckily, first lectures are usually not impt so i can afford to drift off. boyfriend was sweet enough to appear at my doorstep to accompany me since i wasnt feeling well. thanks =)
spent my whole saturday sleeping, recuperating and watching tv at hm.
today was out with boyfriend and family. popeyes for lunch, hopped on singapore flyer and caught Up which obviously made boyfriend fell aslp =/ haha! okay, he wasnt the only one, cox i fell alsp for like 5mins too. hee. nth much spectacular abt spore flyer, perhaps it would look nicer at night?
7:59 PM
the respectables! hahaha! we are all still the same =)) eliza still as blurr...jenny still as skinny as ever....hahaha....